Boom.Gone.

New experimental piece.This is a personal piece,worked on it on and off for two months.
"I am finally free.Away from all that noise.peaceful.I will miss it though.The good times.I’m glad Julio can’t boss me anymore.He knew I was a coward and used it.I never had the heart to do all this.The initial parts happened so fast.So fast.Wish I could go back and change that moment.My whole life would have been different.I would have been a business man,a busboy or even a cop.But I didn’t do anything that i felt was wrong.Over 16 years.I’ve killed 2 people but I made Juan believe I killed 18 just go get up the heirarchy which meant less killing more ordering.I am pretty sure Juan would have killed me if he knew I was just a normal guy and not a guy who killed 18 people. But I never realised that getting up the cycle would make me a target.Hernandes was under me now.For the first time I got to order someone.He was a retard.I made sure he didn’t act retarded.But eventually he had to break free which made it look to the Purples like it was under my order.I knew something awful was going to happen.I just felt it.I expected an immediate attack.But nothing happened.This made me feel even worse.Hernandes was sent to county for a 3 month sentence.Julio and Juan moved a step back.oh! I knew I was going to die.I knew it was going to happen fast.I was like a baby.I spent my last 3 days being happy and celebrating life,for the first time.It was Wednesday, I was returning from the bar.The brake’s were cut.I knew what to do.I gently crashed into a tall tree.I couldn’t tell what tree it was.I hit myself in the head.I managed to get out.I could see 20 plus people.they surrounded me.All I could see was the something in the shape of a human body.I hoped that it wasn’t the purples.I heard a loud sound.I knew it.They got one into my shoulder.I felt immense pain and I collapsed right away.All I could think of was Oscar,my son.I just wanted to tell him how much I loved him and how I am going to miss him,I was too hurt to cry.My son Oscar.The best thing in my life.All I wanted was that goodbye and a tight hug.They walked up over me and put one right through my head.There I was lying dead and looking pathetic."